I opened this post on the third, but got distracted that day, and  I am writing this on the thirtierth of March, which happens to be the ninety first birthday of my deseaced deity of a father.

Things are picking up now in the sense that I have stopped binge watching K Drama, and am trying to check my limits how much legwork I can do gardening and dog walking.

Sometimes, I am so much on my feet that the pain takes over and I give it a rest. After the MS programme, I almost got a job offer.

Aned today I almost got another. Let's see how that goes.

Nothing makes sense without a job for me.

 No logic in self diagnosis.

Scenario: I am watching a Netflix show. Tension builds up in the legal drama. I quickly close that screen and start playing Solitaire

Diagnosis: Why on earth am I so stressed by unfortunate events taking place on screen? Based on an article on behaviour of people who read the end of the book before the events in it, it appears that I am anxious.

Therapy: I did not read any article on therapy for anxiety. I don't know what to do.

Question: I have found security through hard work and by making tough life choices. There is no one or nothing to stop me from living a productive and mildly adventuresome life. So why I am still anxious???????????????????????????????????????????????????????